Sanctum

Whenever I find myself besieged in life’s moments these days, struggling to grasp the moment, I find myself out at the coast gazing out into the horizon. It is a practice that I came about early in my childhood when I desperately desired to escape the many troubled times of my youth. Way too often, I would gaze out beyond the range of my reality and wondered what it would be like to be someplace else, anywhere other than where I was at the moment. It was usually followed with wishes of being something different from what I was. I would seek shelter in those thoughts, a sanctum no one could ever find me or allowed in. 

It wasn’t till many years later that I began to understand what that was about. It has since evolved beyond this desire to escape my life, but rather a practice to connect myself to the world around me and the emotions that arise as events unfold around me. The coast is one of two places that provide me the peace and serenity that brings me perspective and connects me to my life. A long view outward to journey inward.

Sanctum

Titles

  1. Anxiety. Sunset Cliffs, San Diego

  2. Cogency. Bodega Bay, Northern California

  3. Inducement. Sunset Cliffs, San Diego

  4. Delirium. Sunset Cliffs, San Diego

  5. Clarity. West Marin Coast, Northern California

  6. Conflict. Torrey Pines, San Diego

  7. Apprehension. San Mateo Coast, Northern California

  8. Desolation. Sunset Cliffs, San Diego

  9. Anticipation. San Mateo Coast, Northern California

  10. Euphoria. San Mateo Coast, Northern California

  11. Melancholy. San Mateo Coast, Northern California

  12. Curiosity. Sonoma Coast, Northern California

  13. Inquietude. West Marin Coast, Northern California

  14. Trepidation. Mendocino Coast, Northern California

  15. Depression. Sonoma Coast, Northern California

  16. Exultation. Mendocino Coast, Northern California

  17. Enlightenment. Mendocino Coast, Northern California Coast

  18. Temptation. Mendocino Coast, Northern California




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